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21 April HEART PAIN.Why do we continue our failed dark road when there was always a batter path for us?
Self destruct remains in our mind, but still the love of wanting the best for ourselves,
"Do we deserve any good?" crosses our thinking.
We ask ourselves, are we worthy of such a life? though we walk into black clouds.
Always willing to seperate the good thoughts from those that are bad.
Raising the question of how do we get to such a place of happiness when those who are worth being with are more likely to be so far from our reach.
Can we survive a lonesome life even if just for a short amount of time?
Will we find satisfaction in some else ?
Personally..........
I give up, my hands remain sweat drenched! My heart speeds,
giving me thoughts that i may die today? maybe tomorrow? who knows?
The pain in my chest as my thoughts go wild wondering wether the person
i had the fight with last night and every other night that he decides
to get on the piss has decided to beleive his own made up shit in his head
and fuck someone else?
though i am innocent right now and not deserving of any unworthy treatment
against me.
I am me.
I am sweet,
I am trustworthy, though past faults haunt me.
I am changed and need to feel of some worth.
Misery follows close behind every step i take, hindering my every step,
one step forward, just to fall behind by four steps!
One word....... FAILED!
Till My Heart Grows Strong And I Stand Up For Who I Am!
And.........
I Will! |
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