THIS WORLD IS A CRUEL PLACE AND WE'RE HERE ONLY TO LOSE, SO BEFORE LIFE TEARS US APART, LET DEATH BLESS ME WITH YOU.

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December 18

ANSWERS

I ask for strength,

will i make it?

A question... where will the right path take me?

If only it cauld be answered.

Will a broken home be healed?

Will a family be united once again?

Will i be happy sooner than later?

Temporary fullfillment...

Only temporary, that i do not want.

I want some answers, i don't like

to wait...

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April 21

HEART PAIN.

Why do we continue our failed dark road when there was always a batter path for us?

Self destruct remains in our mind, but still the love of wanting the best for ourselves,

"Do we deserve any good?" crosses our thinking.

We ask ourselves, are we worthy of such a life? though we walk into black clouds.

Always willing to seperate the good thoughts from those that are bad.

Raising the question of how do we get to such a place of happiness when those who are worth being with are more likely to be so far from our reach.

Can we survive a lonesome life even if just for a short amount of time?

Will we find satisfaction in some else ?

Personally..........

I give up, my hands remain sweat drenched! My heart speeds,

giving me thoughts that i may die today? maybe tomorrow? who knows?

The pain in my chest as my thoughts go wild wondering wether the person

i had the fight with last night and every other night that he decides

to get on the piss has decided to beleive his own made up shit in his head

and fuck someone else?

though i am innocent right now and not deserving of any unworthy treatment

against me.

I am me.

I am sweet,

I am trustworthy, though past faults haunt me.

I am changed and need to feel of some worth.

Misery follows close behind every step i take, hindering my every step,

one step forward, just to fall behind by four steps!

One word....... FAILED!

Till My Heart Grows Strong And I Stand Up For Who I Am!

And.........

I Will!

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October 25

Here we are
In the maelstrom of love
Waiting for the calm
To soothe our hearts

Here we are
And don't know how to stop
Waiting for the war
To end it all

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Here we are
Right back where we began
Waiting for sweet love
With open arms

Here we are
Just like before
Waiting for the warmth
Of that tender storm

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

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October 23

LOSE U TONIGHT, HIM

"Lose You Tonight"

Don't run away
I can't live without you
Please stay
And I learn to love you right

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I'm not gonna
Lose you tonight
No, I ain't gonna lose you tonight

Don't run away
I never wanted to hurt you
Please stay
And I learn to treat you right

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I'm not gonna
Lose you tonight

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I'm not gonna
Lose you tonight

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life

Oh, I can't live without you

And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time

I never want adore you

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I'm not gonna
Lose you tonight

I ain't gonna lose you tonight

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I'm not gonna
Lose you tonight